For a Monday today was a great day… I have not had a great Monday in a long time and nothing extraordinary really happened. It was just a day I was able to remember that I am a child of God and that is something amazing… I was able to look at the breeze outside that we were blessed with and hear the birds chirping and just have such a feeling of peace and calm… Of course I was meet with issues but was able to deal with them calmly and get them take care of because I realized they were not my issue but Gods… Some may think I speak of God quite often in some of my blogs, but that is due to the fact I am improving my relationship with God more and more every day and it is a very exciting adventure…I am not an expert on any of this… I am just learning to listen to what I'm told and obey…Yes it is harder than you would think…Believe me I still do most things with resistance…But in the end I end up doing it… I was able to spend yesterday morning church service with my parents and their church family…I always feel as if I'm home when I go visit their church..They are truly an amazing group of christian people…The service was just what I needed to start my week off right…I needed to get myself "Lower" and a dear sweet lady would say…I needed to open myself up and be able to receive what God has planned for me this week…Day one is going good…Have felt better than I have felt in a long time…This past week I received a call from a sweet lady thanking me for something I had done…I had given a few necklaces to a lady trying to do a silent auction for a good cause…That is all I did, it took no time or money at all to do it…Just willingness to help…Then I received one of the best voicemails I have in a long time just full true thankfulness for my giving…Something so simple for me to do was greatly appreciated…That is an awesome filling I have to admit…Following that note it's seems so simple to just say a prayer for someone in need or just frustrated.. Just a minute of your time to silently say a prayer..I use to be of the mind that I was not worthy enough to pray for anyone or I would say something stupid..But I have since learned there are no stupid prayers….As long as you are willing to pray from your heart it can't be wrong.. A prayer from the heart is like music to God's ears…I have found when I do I feel such a peace and fulfilled feeling for saying a quick prayer…It's amazing how it all works… I am currently going through a season in my life that is difficult and I struggle with it daily, but I know that if I keep my focus on God and keep my devotion to him in the end It will be amazing and the outcome will be a win for me…I am so excited for what is to come for me and I am at the same time terrified….But it will all be worth it…I can do all things through Christ…Just open my heart and mind and be willing to be loved unconditionally and realize that I am worth it….. What an awesome feeling..Some may think I have lost my marbles or just going bonkers, but if my posting any of this I can make one person feel better than my mission was accomplished and that is well worth it for me, just one person.. If not it feels great just to share my peaceful day…
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